a SUMMARY for Birthdays 2009

Through the year of 2009,we took the most number of pictures because this year we planned to celebrate our birthdays together.Not bad...i have attended everyone's big day...of course including mine.

January...
Well my birthday falls on January.I celebrated my big day with my buddies.They gave me a surprise which i never thought of it before.They presented me with secret recipe chocolate cake.I was like 'what'? What on earth was happening?Then they sang me Happy Birthday Song.I was so happy and i thought i was dreaming.



April...
Bee Chian's and Bonnie's birthday fall on the month of April.We went to 火锅王(what's the name in English?)for dinner and also celebrated their birthdays.The same thing,we gave them a surprise by presenting them a cake baked by yi wen's mom.It was a cheese cake.Delicious+tasty.We shared moments of joy together and we did have a very good time there.Well,it's good to have such gatherings...Of course,we took some funny pictures together.Example of one funny pictures:



May...
Yi Wen's birthday falls on May.This time we really done a great job.We have a really Big surprise for her.And she never thought of it.We baked a cake for her!100% handmade and homemade! Mrs.F, Jessie and I baked the cake after our tuition.We have baked her a Cheese Cake.Besides the cake,we also made something meaningful and special to her.Guess what?It's a secret.We went to Yeolde English to celebrate her big day.Yi Wen was so touched and shocked when she saw the cake.She could not believe her eyes...The cake we made was really a success.It was the most delicious+tasty+cheesy cake in the entire universe.We laughed and we enjoyed ourselves very much.





And guess whose Birthday wasn't mentioned yet? It's Jinrhu...Mrs.F...

August...our final destination...
We celebrated Jinrhu's birthday during the holidays.A(H1N1)Influenza is killing us but yet we still went to Korean BBQ to celebrate Mrs.F's big day.Well,sometimes,friendship is more important than our own lives...The same thing we have a surprise for her.We bought a cake for her.It was tasty although i did not get to taste it because my belly was going to burst that time.However,the gathering wasn't going as smooothly as i thought earlier on.There's a reason behind it.I enjoyed playing Jinrhu's nds.I guess we will soon be having gathering again as this time we did not talk much due to some uncertain and unpleasant situations.


Conclusion:Hooray!We have done a great job!We have completed our tasks for this year.Congratulations guys!Thank YOU so much !
p/s:I want a special one for next year!

Happy Belated Birthday,Jinrhu!

Date:26 August 2009
Time:6pm-10pm
Venue:Korean BBQ


Happy belated Birthday to my dear darling Jinrhu.
I hope you have a blessed birthday spending time with us.
I hope we can celebrate our birthdays together every year.
Jinrhu,you are always in my mind.haha.
Do you know,you are the most mature one
among five of us.
but you are the youngest one.
Shall we call you Big Sis or Small Sis?


I promise,
as your best friend,
I will do whatever just to please you
and fill your heart with endless fun.
No matter what happens,
we are
Best Friends Forever.
Love YOU lots.




















Best Wishes,
vivi

我和你（i）

不知是否命运的安排，
我和你
相识了。
一个无家可归的人，
在那条街与你
相遇了。
你那份热情，
温暖了我的心扉。
一场美丽的邂逅
奠定了我与你
纠缠不清的关系。
我和你的相处
即和气，融洽又开心。
我和你
情同手足，
不分彼此，
快快乐乐地生活。
我和你的情谊是
那么的真实，
那么的耐人寻味。
我和你
从原原本本的陌生人
变成了形影不离的知己。
你让我这个，
在外地四处漂泊的
游子有了一个安定的家。
你收留了我，
并给我了我一个求生的机会。
从那时开始，
我就发誓要和你并肩作战，
把属于你的祖国要回来。
那年，你邀我一起共同作战，
把你的祖国从外人手中夺回来。
我答应了。
于是，
我和你又写下了历史性的一页。
我和你共同创造了历史。
从那一刻，
那一起着手夺回江山的那一刻起，
我和你的情谊更是到了难分难舍的地步。
此时，
你说了你
愿意和我一起打天下的意愿。
我欣然答应了。
我就从此履行了一位知己的承诺，
和你开始了这个艰辛的旅程。

注：
‘我’-华裔
‘你’-巫裔
‘祖国’-马来西亚

Proud Records

31-8-1957,
a significant
and a meaningful day,
the day when you first came
to this world which is full of fantasy.
Congratulations!
You have been born to this world.
The world outside is awaiting you.
Well,
'REALISTIC'
'MATERIALISTIC'
are the most suitable words to describe
the horrifying world outside.
52 years passed,
or i would say in a more polite way,
five decades have passed swiftly...
Well,
through the glorious years,
can you tell me
what have you actually done?
Did you make yourself proud through the years?
Of course,
I am sure you have...
Let me tell you some of your proud records...
firstly,
you have made yourself very famous worldwide.
Everybody get to know you better when you finally
built a historical landmark on your body.
Guess what's the name of the building?
It's Twin Tower.
Secondly,
you have invented local cars yourself.
Thirdly,
you have got rid of Singapore.
which the decision was right because
Singapore is already a developed country
but you are still on going with a name .
entitled 'a developing country'.
I am proud of you because you have
at least given a chance to Singapore to prove to you
that she still can live without your guidance.
Fourthly,
you are under control because
you have Internal Security Act living beneath you.
She protects you from danger
and you are harmless and safe
in her arm.
And Lastly,
you have BN to guide you
through the years of independence.
She taught you to be ready for all the
bumpy roads that lay ahead but
never taught you how to deal with
bribe takers.
She has guided you for the past 50 years
and i think now it's the time you need to
stand up on your own feet and
start a brand new life.


Well,your Proud Records will always be remembered now and forever.

我一直都在这里

原来，在你的心海里，
并没有我的痕迹。
原来，我与你共同拥有的一切
是那么不堪一击的。
一场无情的暴风雨，
摧毁了我与你的心坎。
我不想去回想
我俩不堪回首的一切，
我只想让一切顺其自然，
让事情根本没有发生过，
让一起回到原点。
我一直都在这里
漫漫地等待着，
等着你延续
我与你还未完成
的友情篇。
但是，
我的存在
只会让你感到更不自在。
你知道吗，
我一直都在这里，
在这里等待着
你的归来。
可是，
我的如意算盘
还是胎死腹中了。
也许，
这一切是多么地突然。
突然，
我们变成了路上的过客。
突然，
我与你恍如隔世。
这这么的突然，
我措手不及。
也许，
时间能冲淡一切，
也许，
在许在短短的一个月里，
我与你的
情和谊
早已被无情的暴风雨
冲走了。
无论如何，
我一直都在这里，
在这里等着有一天
你能够与我在次
踏上我们的友谊之旅。
也许，有一天
当你身心疲惫的时候，
你当能来到我跟前
并与我分享你的一切一切，
我会毫无条件地欢迎你，
因为，
我一直都在这里。
我不求什么，
我只希望能够在这里
默默的陪伴你
虽然我知道
我的信用卡已经被刷爆了。
但是，
我只想在我有这个机会之际
给你做一些承诺。
承诺并不能代表什么，
但至少能让我
有机会弥补我以前的过错。
你只需记得，
我一直都在这里。

Michael Jackson

two months passed
and
MJ has left us
for exactly TWO MONTHS.
I miss him a lot...
his songs always play in my mind.
his songs triggered me...
his songs recalled my childhood memories.
well,i sang his songs since I was five...
His songs meant a lot to me...
Especially 'YOU ARE NOT ALONE'
and
'HEAL THE WORLD'.
Both of these songs
really touched my soul...
He was just the pop icon
in this entire universe...
he will always live in my heart
forever...
MJ,
your spirit will never ever leave us
your songs will live eternally...
WE SALUTE YOU,MJ!
we LOVE YOU,
we really do...
Because of you,
people mourned upon your departure...
Because of you,
people celebrated your long live spirit!

FRIENDS PART 2

Well,I have read jessie's blog today.
Somehow,she described herself as an intruder when all of them are finally back from camp
and she also stated that she will soon become a stranger because she does not understand what are they talking about.well,i think she is not a intruder to them.she is a friend which i would like to say a guardian angel to them,I am not praising her but i just want to tell her she is blessed because she has many friends who treated her as comrade or best friend.you are not an intruder,not at all,but i am.well i am a stranger in the group.Well,i do not know actually what are you guys talking about and i have no idea with it at all.every time when i tried to talk to you guys,you guys were so secretive that i really have no idea what were happening and then you know i was like an idiot sitting there trying to think so hard so hard just to interpret what were you guys discussing just now.so if you said you are an intruder,you are definitely not,not at all.Sometime,someone is worse than you.and that someone is me.well,maybe i am so stupid that i cannot even interpret what messages you guys were trying to convey?Maybe my understanding is very bad.I am posting this to myself...no offense.

FRIENDS PART 1

Friend
a significant word
where you and me
learn the meaning of friendship.

Friend
a little angel
situated at the corner
of our heart.
with friends,
things become
invaluable.
especially with your existence.
So much joy,
So much fun.

Friendship
begin with the moment of truth
and the moment of joy
but
end with
endless
deep
painful
memories...
It
ends with farce.
Tears of joy
been converted to
Tears of sorrows.

Some say,
Friend is a
a painful yet
heartless figure in
your heart.
It ruins
your very entire
understanding
about friendship.

Friend,
hitherto,
still an important one
deep inside my soul
where happy dreams are made
and
memories everlasting...

Memories

There's a little garden
in the corner of my heart
where happy dreams are cherished
and wishes never fade
and this is it
my memories...

My Beloved Country

Tears rolling down her cheek,
she was so helpless and hopeless.
No one has given her a shoulder to cry on,
a broad shoulder to lean on...
She was in such morose mood.
In her eyes,
everyone was a traitor.
They took away her happiness,washed away her sweet memories
and presented her with huge sorrows and sadness...
They went away without turning back
and left her behind on a desolate lonely island.
She was all alone...
She thought they were just pulling her legs.
nevertheless she was wrong.
They never turned up anymore.
By that time,
she was awoke and
soon realized that she was being fooled by them.
For her,
it was a poor heart that never rejoices...
So she decided to commit suicide
as to end her miserable life...
but she was rescued by a hero,
name Zorro...
Zorro was Hero which brought back all her happy memories...
Zorro helped her through out her life.
Zorro never thought of giving hope on her although she was imperfect.
he loved her so much and he was willing to sacrifice his time,energy
and even his life just to protect her.
She was touched by his faithfulness and
So she began to start all over again...

p/s :the 'she' refers to Malaysia.'they' refers to people who ruined the country and Zorro refers to the person who ruled the country.

原来

原来。
原来，很多事是出乎意料的。
原来，很多事是有备而来的。
原来，很多事并如你所能控制。
原来，很多事并不是你所想象的那样。
原来，一切的一切根本就是人为的安排。
原来，一切并没有我。

how are you,my dear?

HOW ARE YOU ,MY DEAR ?
It's been a long time i never hear from you.
I heard that you are seriously ill,
and you are now being treated in the intensive care unit.
How's your condition now?
I am worried about you...a lot.
Everyone is worried about you.
They care for you and they love you.
You must be strong and never let your spirit go away.
You are so precious to us.
We could not afford to lose you.
So,i pray that you will recover soon.
I sincerely pray that you will stand up again and continue
to pursue your dreams...your wishes...
Please do not leave us just because of somebody...
somebody who actually ruin your future...
Your future is full of hope and dreams,
never let yourself to give up,
never...
Because no matter how bad they treat you,
we will always be there for you to help you out
and to give you our endless support.
Just believe in us and i am sure
WE CAN DO IT!
Please,i beg you,
do not ever lose hope on yourself.
We are depending on you.
You nurtured us we lots of LOVE AND CARE
and you just cannot leave us just because of them.
I understand they are destroying you,
but you have to be brave,
you have to fight for us!
without you,we will not exist...as we are today.
we need you...to continue our lives.
Your birthday is just so near
31-8-1957,
and I can remember it so clearly because
I can see bright future in you...
but i do not know whether you have the chance to celebrate it?
I love you and i will celebrate for you,
for you are my dearest country,MALAYSIA.
Let's stand up and fight for justice...

i am walking on the street
waiting for someone to greet me with a 'hi',
but i ended up with disappointment.
People on the streets showed me their hatred.
the feeling was like
i am going to wash by enormous waves
and strike by thunder.

PUAN LAU THE ANGEL IN MY HEART

Puan Lau ,today is 15-8-2009.
this is the 23rd day since you left us on 23-7-2009
you have left us for about a month.
we miss you...a lot...

随着岁月的流失
想念你的心依然没变
真的很想你
想念你与我们的点点滴滴
想念你的温柔
想念你的美丽
想念你的微笑
想念你的一切一切
因为太想你了
我无法自拔
只希望你能够把我们对你的思念
化为现实。
思念让我痛苦
让我忧
希望您能回到
我们最初的原点
我们需要
您温暖的
呵护，关怀
还有
无私的爱
是我们追求梦想的
动力与力量。

Thank You Very Much

TO my dear SIX YEARS FRIENDSHIP buddies (i guess you know who you are)

Well,i hope it is not too late for me to say some words to all of you...
Recently, i have encountered some problems and i was really flooded with disappointment,sorrows and sadness...
i felt hopeless and life is just so meaningless.I was really very down during that period.I was like living in the doom hell and i do now want to face the reality.Life is just so miserable.I am afraid to face the people around me,especially four of you...because i felt like i am a useless person in front of you...Well,i really wanted to share all my problems with you,but it was just too hard for me to do so...as i am ashamed to share my problems with you...Well, i have no idea what i was thinking that time,but i guess that was not the real me...I was really hopeless that time.Everything went wrong and i really could not cope with it...I have tried to reach out,to search for a whole new world,but i just could not do it...I have no hope in doing everything because i think i am a failure...a rubbish...I have tried all out to fix it...nevertheless it was so hard...Frankly, i can tell you, I am really trying very hard to turn over a new leaf.I do not want to become the failure in your eyes.I am really putting my best foot forward...but you just did not realize it...well,maybe you have already lost hope in me far from the beginning ...i guess...because for you,i am just a person who loves to spread your secrets...Frankly,i have tried and tried to change myself...i kept telling myself not to be so inquisitive,not to be so boastful and... not to be the trouble maker in your eyes...Yes, i confess that i did this last time was because i wished to get attention from you...yup,maybe i was just too scared to lose you...because for once and for all,you are so important to me.Maybe you would think that i am just too silly and fake...So,i decided to change myself...and it was such a coincidence when something terrible has finally entered my life...And then,from there i started to learn to grow up on MY OWN.Last time, i was so dependent because i have you by my side...Every time i was sad,you have been my shoulder to cry on.But during this period,i guess i have develop to a carefree person.Last time,i used to be very sensitive but now i guess i do not want to have that kind of attitude anymore...I always like to shoot people without thinking,but now i guess do not want that kind of attitude anymore.Last time, i used to spread your secrets...but i guess it's time for me to change this super duper bad attitude...last time i used to be so arrogant,but know i again wish to become a humble man...Last time,i used to talk a lot without listening others problems.I am the one who talks a lot,but i never ever listen to others.I am just too self-centered.I was childish and brainless.I always acted like a child.My every movement was so immature.Now, i have learnt to listen to others opinions.I guess i have already have a change on that.I learnt to become a listener,but not a speaker.
Well, i understand somehow you have already lost hope in me.you are just too disappointed with my behaviour.You hated me,i am very clear about that.You are so sick and so fed up getting along with me...haha,well if i have that kind of friend,i will sure hate her...I guess i donot have much to say,except i just want to apologize with you.Sorry for my bad behaviour all this long.I am glad because no matter how bad i were,you still treated me as friend...and helped me out...If i have a chance,i would love to be your good best friend again.But somehow it is just too late for me to say that...You have given me the most memorable memories in my life...Thank You for the MEMORIES...YOu have taught me a lot of meaningful things,especially the meaning of friendship...That's all i want to convey...Well, i know it is rather impossible for me to be your best friends again...it takes time...Just remember,for once and for all,you are MY VERY BEST FRIEND.(this time i am telling you the truth,the trueand righyt feelings in my heart).I guess i does not belong to the gang now...but i just want you to be happy and contented...that's what i want you to be...

You have made my life interesting and fun
~jessie
~MCR's top fan-Jinrhu
~Kimbum's girlfriend-YI WEn
~bonnie

Thank you for the memories...

Sometimes

Sometimes,it is better if we disguise ourselves,
wearing masks all day long...
as we are afraid to show our true inner sites...

Sometimes,it is better if we run away from reality,
pretending to be nothing...
as we are afraid being accused...

Sometimes,it is better if we shut our mouths up,
and show our passive sites,
as we are afraid being criticized...

Sometimes,it is better if we live ignorantly,
and refuse to expose to new things,
as we are afraid being hurt...

JUST FOR YOU

SPECIALLY MEANT TO YOU,
MY DEAREST PUAN LAU!

BEAUTIFUL ENGLAND

BIG BEN -HOUSES OF PARLIAMENT


LONDON BRIDGE


Beach Wood Surrey

LONDON BRIDGE

"London Bridge is falling down,falling down,
London Bridge is falling down, my Fair Lady..."

this is the song i used to sing when i was young...
this song will always remind me of my CHILDHOOD memories ...
my WONDERFUL CHILDHOOD MEMORIES...
full of fun and happiness...

How i wish i can visit LONDON BRIDGE one day...
and if i have the chance to go there,
and admire the beautiful scenery over there,i would certainly recall all my childhood memories...peacefully...

TO YOU with LOVE

well first of all,i have read your blog...
and secondly, i have found out that you are a interesting person.
as I have found many undiscovered things inside you!
Thirdly,well i am so happy you confided in me...
because,no one trusted me like the way you do...
you are the one who makes me feel that having you as a buddy,
is the HAPPIEST thing ever on earth!
YOU are the friend that i wish to meet ...
YOU are CAPABLE enough to become my BEST FRIEND...
Like i have told you before,
when i am flooded with sadness and disappointment,
you are the one who pulled me out from there...
Sometimes,i confess that i do not understand you...at all...
i do not know what actually plays in your mind...
and i am really eager to find out...
please give me some time to understand more about you.
and OF COURSE,i would like to say that YOU AREN'T a happy-go-lucky person...
From the day i met you,i already knew that you are a person who buried all your feelings in your heart.well,you do not want others to find out you are unhappy.
DON't you think leading such kind of life is suffering?No one understands you and no one is going to help you out at the drop of a hat...It is horrifying!
Let me ask you some simple questions,
Don't you want someone to understands you and be able to take away your sorrows when you are sad?
Don't you want someone to accompany you when you are lonely?
and
Don't you want to bury all your sorrows for the rest of your life?
NO,you can't do that!YOU will go crazy one day!
Actually,what i am going to tell you is NO MATTER HOW UNHAPPY YOUR LIFE IS,there are some people who care about you.They nurtured you with lots of love and care.They will be there for you whenever you are in trouble.They are right here for you and they are ready for these.THEY ARE YOUR FAMILY.Try to think of them when you are down and try to share your problems with them.MAYBE you would find a way out to solve your problems when you have finally shared your problems with them.
So that's all for today...i Hope you will have a change on it.

我登报了！

我写的专题报导终于登报了！
访问倪可敏的专题报道终于登报了！
太有满足感了！哈哈！羡慕吧！
我有近距离接近偶像的机会哩！

THE LOSERS

well,today i am here to tell you that what kind of people are known as losers:

people who take bribes are losers
people who betray others are losers
people who accused others are losers
people who make fun of others feelings are losers

thus,the conclusion is there are many losers in this world.

where are you,Pn Lau?

WHERE ARE YOU,PUAN LAU?
How's your life now?
happy?boring?OR miserable?
Puan Lau,i miss you alot...
we really need you badly!
Puan Lau,just come back to us when you are ready...
we are right here waiting for you...