If I am the angel in your heart

If i am the angel in your heart,
How i wish i can take away all your sorrows...
making you the most contented person in the world...
i mean it...

If i am the angel in your heart,
how i wish i can be your life companion
when darkness approach you...
and guide you on everything you do...

If i am the angel in your heart,
how i wish i could feel your senses...
and read your complicated mind...

The first time i saw you,
my sense was flooded with excitement
and
for once and for all in my life,
i have no defense
because of you.

CHEER for 4S5 HORROR MAZE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

4S5 Horror Maze was a HUGE success!!!!!!!!!!!!!
A big thank you to all my classmates! (except for one person who have not helped out...TPY)
4S5 ROARED during canteen day!
4S5 cool!4S5 great!
4S5 SUPER DUPER EXCELLENT!
WELL DONE 4S5!

without you...4S5 horror maze will not be a success...
SPECIAL thanks to
~my classmates
~Puan Norizan
~the visitors
AND Last but not least
~4S6 who pressured us a lot

No IDEA

What are you trying to do?
I mean,what are you trying to do,my dear BN's led government...
Sometimes...
you would rather upset the people ...
you would try to fool the people...
you freak the people out...

Frankly,
we,the people are totally fed up with this...
we are flooded with disappointment...
just tell us what we should do..
so that we would not continue to lose hope in you...

Well,you understand yourself better than we do...
you should know what you should do and what you shouldn't do...
I have no idea whether you do it with purpose or not...
we need a transparent government...
this is what we hope for...
Please i do not want to become ISA detainee,
i am just voicing out my opinions...

YOu ARe Not AlOnE

Puan Lau,You are not alone...
You are blessed...
You are blessed having us...with you...
We are here to cheer you up...
Remember,Puan Lau,
we are always with you no matter what happen...

To me...
You are the beautiful rose among the weeds...
You are the diamond encircled by coals...
You are the Sun surrounded by nights...
You are the Ambrosia in my heart...

Just want you to came back...

Puan Lau,
I know you are just too stress and tired for this...
I know you will soon come back for us...
I am very sure about this as,
you are the most responsible teacher i have ever met...
I am sure you will be back...
I am sure you will not leave us alone...
You will always be there for us when we have any problems...
and now,
Puan Lau,
let us accompany you to solve your problems...
we are willing to be with you,to be your companion...
we are doing our part because we love you...
We really do...
We really do not want to lose you...
you are just too important and too precious for us...
We couldn't afford to lose you.
We treasure you and we love you a lot...
Puan Lau,
do you know ?
your smiles always cheer us up...
your smiles brighten our sunny and rainy days...
we love to see you smile...
you have the warmest smile in the world...
we know...we really do that you love us very much...
Puan Lau,
we are awaiting your return...
we will always be there to welcome you back...
Puan Lau,
we just want you to come back...we really do...

Especially For You

To you,my dear friend...

well,when i read your blog,
I nearly burst into tears...
but i did not...
as i have learn t not to shed tears easily...
I am here to tell you that CONGRATULATION
You have become my best friend...
maybe you do not ever realize ...
but i am now here to tell you the truth...


I have nothing to comment about except for this...
It is not easy to have a true best friend that understands you well...
to seek for a truly best friend is like searching for precious pearl in the sea...
You really have to put a lot of effort in order to get the expensive pearl...
You really have to put your best foot forward...
You really have to work hard for it...
But,
sometimes you are just too tired to continue to search for the pearl...
because you find that searching for chorals is more meaningful that pearls...
You are really fed up with that,
You do not want to think about it anymore...
You just want to let your hair down sometimes...
You are just too tired for that...
You really need to have a break...

Sometimes,when friendship has come to an end...
it is undeniable...
it happens with a sudden when you are not prepared for it...
so,what for if you keep wasting time on such useless stuff?
why not you just start searching for another best friend
when you have finally discovered that they are not your true friends...
what for you need to have them back as you did not even have them with you before?
What for?

Sometimes,outsiders would not understand the true situation beneath it...
Well,i am just too tired for it...
having this kind of friendship is tiring and suffering...
maybe i really do not belong to the gang...from the very beginning...
I was just too naive that time...
This is the time when i actually learn to grow up...

Yes,i admit i am a clown far from beginning...
i am fake and bad...
i do not have the true inner me while spending the time with all of you...
i do not know why...
I am the one with endless evil and darkness...

呜呼哀哉！

赵明福的死，到底谁能够为他伸冤呢？
是马来西亚皇家警察？还是反贪委员会？
赵明福的死，究竟是意外，自寻还是其实另有内情？
为何到了今天这一刻，警方依然还是不能给予大家一个明确的交待呢？
为何反贪委员会到了今天依然没有现身说明呢？
难道他们背后隐藏着不为人知的秘密？
为何赵明福会突然离奇死亡呢？
赵明福的死不仅我国丧失了一个年轻有为，为国为民的青年，
更使我国政坛雪上加霜。。。
但愿有一天，有人真的会现身说明一切，让赵明福能在九泉之下安息。。。

无奈

有时，我真的感到很无奈，为什么有些人总是要多管闲事，制造麻烦呢？
恕我直言，这种人的行为真的是要不得！
这种人活在世界上只会惹事生非，胡作非为！
在一个团体里面，如果继续有这种人存在的话，那么就很糟糕了！
这种人理应上就应该闭嘴并且闭门思过！
真的很不明白为什么这种人会生存在这个世界上？
因为他们的出现，这世界才会鸡犬不宁，天下大乱！
有这么一种人，我唯有与那些人抗争到底，
还回我们应有的尊严和风格！
在此，我希望这些人能够闭嘴！
如果你少说一句话，没人说你是哑巴的！
大家走着瞧吧！
我们一定会给你好看的！
无奈，真的很无奈，
面对这种人，我就是不服！

stand up

STAND UP!
It's the time for me to stand up,
to face the reality...
to face the truth...
im not a person with huge success
but im a person with endless support,
encouragement from all my friends...
sometimes,
im just too coward to face the truth...
i always ran away from responsibilities...
NOW,
it is the time...
the time for me to STAND UP
and change for the better.
Maybe,
im the undiscovered ones...
im the one whom the people cannot see me from far...
And thus,
i tell myself,
i have to reach out...
i have to grab any single opportunities if ,
i wish to succeed in my life...
Maybe, i should learn from this experience...
Well,the world is realistic...
i can only put my best foot forward in doing everything.
Sometimes,things are really unexpected and unpredictable...
You will never know what would happen next...
So be ready for all kinds of
CHALLENGES AND TROUBLES...
well,i should stand up...
i should not ran away from responsibilities anymore...
i have to face all the people...

学记加油·！

2009年霹雳学海学记实地考察



主题：学氏出巡，跨越学海域


地点：槟城
日期：27-8-2009至30-8-2009

you have pushed me till dead ends...

无题

在学校，我看到了人性丑陋的一面。
虚情假意，狐假虎威，不折手段，冷血，无情，拍马屁。。。
这些人，我遇过了。
学校就像社会的3D录像片一样，
又精彩，又刺激。
面对这些恶人，
我唯有敬而远之。
我憎恨他们，
以前也是，今天也是，现在也是。。。
他们伤害了四周围的人，包括背叛了自己的朋友。
身为旁观者的我，只有同情与惋惜。
我讨厌这些人，
这些人为了学业，成绩，权力，
而遗弃了当初自我的原则。
这些人，
我可怜他们，也同情他们。
可怜是因为他们已泥足身陷，无法自拔。
同情是因为他们已不再是昔日草场上无忧无虑奔驰的小孩了。。。

没用

我认为自己是一个一无是处的人，一个颓废的人。
任凭自己多努力，却始终是人家眼中的坏孩子。
任凭自己多努力，却始终是人家眼中的烂苹果。
没出息，无可救药。
原来，自己是这么这么地糟糕。
在中学拚博了四年，
还是角落里不值钱，毫不起眼，暗淡无光的10仙硬币。
没人给予我自信的眼光，
没人看得起我。
没人把我这10仙硬币拾起来，
更没人把我擦得闪闪发亮。
原来，在他们眼里，
我是这么没有利用价值的。
为什么别人总是看不到我呢？
为什么？
为什么别人可以拥有出色的成绩，高高在上的位子，
以及默默支持他们的知己，
而我却没有呢？
为什么人有的，我却没有？
算了，反正我就是社会的垃圾就对了。

安息吧，赵明福～

赵明福的死，是一个不解的谜团。
虽然赵明福并算不了什么名人，
但是，
他的离去却震惊了所有人。
大家都百思不得其解，
为何一位好好先生会落得如此下场。
一切事情的发生，
都是自他被反贪委员会带回去协助调查那一刻起。。。
他只是协助调查而已，需要被盘问那么久吗？
他又不是罪犯，为何要接受这么一种对待呢？
为什么一个为人民服务的好好人会被抓回去盘问呢?
其实，他的死，
反贪委员会应该站出来向大家交代，
而不是选择保持安静。。。
再次真的衷心希望雪州警察全力调查这宗离奇死亡案件。。。
还赵明福一个公道。
赵明福，你安息吧～
大家会永远怀念你的。

CANTEEN DAY PROMOTION!

CANTEEN DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!HAVE FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


DATE : 25-7-2009

VENUE: SMJK AVE MARIA CONVENT

TIME: 9AM-3PM

LAST BUT NOT LEAST REMEMBER TO VISIT 4S5 HORROR MAZE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!SUPPORT US IF YOU WANT TO HAVE AN INCREDIBLE JOURNEY!

P/S:FOR THOSE WHO ARE TIMID,YOU ARE WELCOME TOO,BUT IF YOU ARE STILL NOT INTERESTED THEN PLEASE GO AWAY!

REST IN PEACE

YOU ARE THE KING OF POP FOREVER!
we will miss you NOW AND ALWAYS!

A PLACE CALLED HEAVEN

do you know that there is a place called heaven?
sometimes,i really dream of going to heaven...
heaven is a place where there is no sadness and frustration...
a place full of endless happiness and peace...
i love this place and i really hope to go to heaven as soon as possible...
a place where i will never felt alone and mind full of anger...
a place where i can find many true comrades where i will never ever find it on earth...
a place where i can live happily ever after with my loved ones...
a place where i can live with my LORD eternally...
a place where i can play with the angels...
a place that is full of laughter...
how i wish i can go to the heaven or pay a visit to the heaven...

YOU ARE NOT ALONE

ORBITUARY

1958-2009

MICHAEL JACKSON DIED AT THE AGE OF 50.HE WAS INDEED THE LEGEND OF THIS WORLD.HIS CONTRIBUTION TO THE WORLD WAS UNDENIABLE.HE WAS THE MAN OF THIS CENTURY.HE WAS THE ANGEL IN EVERYBODY'S HEART.HIS LOVE AND CARE FOR THE CHILDREN WAS ALSO UNDENIABLE.HE COMPOSED A SONG - HEAL THE WORLD WHICH HE WISHED TO DEDICATE TO ALL THE CHILDREN IN THIS WORLD.

HE SUFFERED A LOT LIVING IN THIS WORLD.HE TRIED TO BURIED HIS SAD FEELINGS IN FRONT OF HIS FANS...BUT ACTUALLY,DEEP INSIDE HIS HEART,HE WAS STRUGGLING FOR HELP.HE WAS HELPLESS AND LONELY,THAT'S WHY HE CALLED HIMSELF AS THE MOST LONELY MAN IN THE WORLD.NO ONE UNDERSTANDS HIM,INCLUDING HIS PARENTS.WELL,HIS FATHER WAS A CHILD ABUSER AND MICHAEL JACKSON HATED HIM A LOT.THUS,MICHAEL REALLY SUFFERED A LONG TERM INJURIES.AND YET THIS WAS NOT THE EXTERNAL INJURIES BUT THE INNER INJURIES. HE COULD NOT ACCEPT WHAT THE WORLD HAS GIVEN TO HIM.FOR HIM,HIS LIFE WAS JUST A NIGHTMARE...

OUR GOD LOVES HIM A LOT,SO HE DECIDED TO TAKE HIM AWAY.AS GOD KNOWS THAT IS TIME FOR MICHAEL TO LEAVE THIS WORLD.GOD BLESS HIM...AND WE ARE VERY SURE THAT MICHAEL IS HAVING A BRAND NEW LIFE IN HEAVEN.HE WILL FIND PEACE AND HARMONY IN HEAVEN...GOD WILL PROTECT HIM AGAINST ANY INJURIES AS OUR LORD LOVES HIM VERY VERY MUCH.MICHAEL.YOU ARE NOT ALONE ANYMORE,BECAUSE YOU HAVE GOD AND THE ANGELS BESIDE YOU NOW...YOUR SPIRIT WILL ALWAYS LIVE INSIDE OUR HEARTS...